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There have always been healers. I am a healer.
I have been a servant of this gift for over a quarter of a century.
The Creator has been making healers as long as he's been making nurturers, gatherers and farmers, those with the knowledge to create all forms of shelter (including clothing), hunters, peacekeepers, problem solvers, protectors, and those souls born to bring others eyes to the Creator. Should any of these divine tasks be unmanned, we would perish as individuals, families, societies, and as a world.
There is a good chance that you are low on hope at the moment, but even if my services are not of interest to you, I've written this eBook to encourage you to keep looking for answers. Built into every desire of your heart are the raw materials to construct the satisfaction of that desire. I've written this absolutely free 40,000+ word eBook for you; for your wounded soul.
 If you feel your life is stuck . . . if you feel directionless . . . if what used to be effortless has become painfully laborious . . . if you feel overwhelmed, exhausted, battle-torn, worthless or alone . . . if nothing is clear . . . if the life you are living feels like someone else's life . . . if you can't remember what it feels like to be securely held in the arms of God, then you have come to the right place.
Should the title healer sound obscure when placed on anyone other then a Western medical doctor, then I'd like to help you remember what you already know. If you need healing or relief, and wellness is beyond your current strength, be assured that the Creator made someone capable of offering tangible aid. The Creator needs you well to perform the tasks you were sent here to do: I am here to help you get back to your tasks.
You are not your body; your body is a shell—this statement has become cliché, but the truth of it is rarely swallowed whole. What I do, on so many levels, is more material than a pill placed in your mouth that rushes through your bloodstream to its intended target. Most of the changes that occur within my clients resonate forever, because that's where we work—on the forever parts. Nothing I treat is considered independent: I work on your wholeness. This perspective is where modern medicine and my work part.
If you are interested in my gifts, then you need to know me and understand what I do. The contents of this eBook will save several hours that you and I might spend relaying this information conversationally in an initial consultation. Thus, I must humbly request that you read this eBook, so that in our initial conversation we can focus our energy on you.
The demand for my gifts has reached a volume that requires the conservation of my time and energy. This eBook truly is the very best use of the Internet: it expands a finite resource. So, please accept these words in the spirit in which they were intended—to better serve you, and to serve more of you.
If you are a man, you need to know that I only see women. Without planned intent, I have become a specialist in healing women's physical, mental and spiritual wounds. I am able to see less than half of the women who wish to see me simply due to the limits of time and energy. Yes, men need healing; perhaps, more than women.
It is difficult for a Western-raised man to open up to the degree that is required for my sessions. Men also require their physical bodies to be more involved in a transitional event—think drums pounding at midnight deep in the woods while a man fells a tree that represents his weakness. This can be easily confirmed by the briefest study of indigenous (native) healing and male rites of passage.
Now back to the women. . . . I would ask that you read the chapters in sequential order. In the interest of your time, the content builds from the previous topic. I've attempted to eliminate redundancies, which would otherwise be mandatory to a topic if it were to stand alone.
 I'm a straightforward soul, so I will say what I have to say without the usual protective legal caveats and confusing rhetorical dodges that someone who gave a shit about political correctness would insert. You're here to hear me, so I will honor your intentions. A photograph can be a portal of communication when taken for this purpose—this is the only reason there is a photo of me in each chapter. It was a good idea that I argued against and deservedly lost.
The women that finally work with me usually have four things in common:
 You need to know that I will never ask you to cease seeing your medical doctor, should your wound or illness require one. However, it is my hope that in the near future you own a life without medical specialists and test results. Whatever your condition, you must approach it from every angle and with all the energy you can gather. You must not discriminate. In fact, I refuse to see anyone who refuses conventional medical treatment when common sense screams their condition requires it. Science is a gift. An X-ray is an imitation of the Creator's eyes. The aspirin has saved hundreds of millions of lives. To me, to turn your back on Western Medicine is to turn your back on one of the Creator's many faces. Not only is Western Medicine not the enemy, it is a miracle.
I empathize with my medical friends who so often have an instinct into a patient's root cause of illness but cannot order the tests if it is outside the HMO/Organization's diagnosis flow chart. Chiropractic medicine is the bridge between modern and ancient wisdom and we should all feel in these doctor's debt.
My calling has been thrown into two separate buckets, the first called, New Age and the second, Alternative. Rather strange words for an ancient wisdom that has remained intact for over a million years of humanity. What I practice is ancient wisdom that calls upon ancient healing forces (divine love). Everything is energy, and all wounds penetrate the body, mind and spirit. The fact that I really don't differentiate between a cancer and childhood sexual abuse is going to trouble and confuse you. I hope to show you that a wound is a wound and all require healing on all three levels.
From my perspective, my gift is a vital, perhaps foundational, component of Integrative Medicine. I speak with the Creator on your behalf, and make sure you are within his presence so you can communicate on your behalf. This is why I rarely work with a client beyond a single session on whatever issue or challenge brought her to me. The only exception is some forms of what the client describes as a terminal condition. But even then, I will only work with this person twice for that condition. Why? . . because the Creator does not have a hearing problem. And, I will not facilitate healer addiction. All healing is self-healing and I serve as a seasoned guide and powerful amplifier.
For those curious of the Merlin reference, I will begin with this: I am Swedish, and falk means falcon as does merlin in the Welsh. A Merlin is a soul who can consistently move and form spiritual elements for the greater good.
I reference Merlin to help you, which I admit, will eventually aid me in bringing you to understand my work. Spiritual healing is the foundation of everything I do, but the uses of this gift range from corporate consulting to the most intimate, most delicate healing of spiritual wounds that have remained hidden and infected for decades. I must also, at times, remove dark elements and forces.
 I invite you to download the PDF file of this 90+ page eBook so you can print and read at your leisure. If you choose to primarily read on the computer, you can print any chapter because the eBook is written without vital internal links. In other words—the web site mirrors the eBook.
And read you will. It's a book, so I use chapters. If you do not want to commit approximately three hours of your time getting to know me, and to endeavor to understand what I do, then you'll want to part with me now. I respect your time, and I have no desire to string you along. You also need to know that I do not perform distance healing, so a trip to Tampa, Florida may be in your future. If you have a casual interest in me or my work, you will find this 40,000+ word eBook too extensive and far too intensive. So, if you are not a seeker who must find the answers you are looking for, leave now with my blessing.
I am concerned with what you fear, so allow me to assure you that working with me is both comforting and invigorating: all good stuff. I will NEVER ask you to relive painful events of the past. You will never receive any psychic-laced words of your future to control you, or haunt you for years to come. I don't speak New-Agey speak, whatever the hell that is. Because my clients are of divergent faiths, I use no paraphernalia in my sessions—no feathers, no rattles, no crystals, no oils—I can step onto a plane naked and go anywhere and do what I do (not that airport security would allow me to). Healing is healing.
I do not believe in mistakes, and you are here. You are the reason I do what I do. I ask that you open your heart, your mind, and even the soup of 75 trillion cells that are your body. Do this, and you will meet me several times in the next three hours. My gifts may not contain the treasure you are looking for, but wherever it lies, I hope you find it.
I have been healing professionally for over a quarter of a century, receiving my first paying client at the age of 19. It has taken me awhile to fully accept this revelation, but healing isn't something I do, it is something that I am when I'm in agreement with the Creator. This explains why people find peace and reconciliation in my presence, even when they do not know who I am.
In interest of your time, it is only fair for me to communicate a few of my beliefs that may separate you from my work. First, healing requires saturation throughout the person's being. Healing is like jumping into a vast warm bath (where everything gets wet), not like a forceful stream of water penetrating your knee. I've witnessed very little long-term success in distance healing. I think many shamans have the gift of distance healing, and I in no way wish to diminish the value of their work and, of course, distance is a human invention. I have no interest in temporary fixes; indeed, a temporary fix can be damaging. Who I am, whether that be popular or not, understood or not, is foundationally, physically, and spiritually exactly what I am and what I have to give.
For my work, my gift, to saturate to the bone marrow, you MUST be free of the environments, the people, the  emotions, the situations, the pains and the burdens which bury you at home. Most importantly, you must remove the costumes you choose to wear and the costumes you allow others to place on you while you are at home. Do you feel like you are wearing a heavy cloak that has been soaked in scalding hot water? Many of you have come to believe that this heavy, hot cloak provides some comfort and protection, but on both accounts you could not be more wrong. The only way to live is to remove what is not you. This should now sound like a revelation. For this farm boy from Minnesota, that's just common sense.
My clients amaze me with their strength. How could they have even breathed for days, for years, for lifetimes under the weight of that cloak: the cloak that made their bones ache, their flesh sick, and their minds nearly collapse. The journey to Tampa, Florida can truly be the last page of a sad story and the beginning of a new epic adventure. The journey to Tampa, Florida will be a victory in itself for many of you. The steps you will take will empower you with a magic you are even now beginning to feel.
Indeed, it would be my wish that your healing, the event, the transformation, consume you. A healer is very involved in the healing, but to say that healing is something a healer does to you is far from correct. Healing, to me, is a place healer and client go to. Once there, your higher self, your ancient self, is the most powerful and involved entity. For healing to affect body, mind or spirit, all three doors (body, mind and spirit) must be open. Dozens of my clients have declared that my office is the most holy material place they've ever been. My office can serve as the door where your body, mind and spirit converge to accept what you need.
My second truth that may cause some conflict is that healing will not lead you to the answer to your question. Why did my dad molest me? Why wasn't I enough? Why did I jump the fence and leave my one and only true soul mate? Why did she die? Why can't I get moving with this life? Or maybe, your question is simply, Why Me? Over my 25+ years of healing I've carefully watched those who find their miracle and those who don't. Those who let go, forget their question and move on, will find their miracle. You see, in the real world—the world of energy and spirit—the eternal world—the past and its questions are in the same place as the shadow your physical body cast yesterday on your walk to the car. The past is gone: without life or power. If your past has power, you have reconstructed it and you are giving it life by plumbing the blood in your veins away from what's real and into something that does not exist. Yes—you are spilling your life force for no reason. Worst of all, the act is to some degree killing you. Can you simply step away from your wound? Are you willing to let go of the answer to your question? Are you willing to be reborn, trusting that the Creator would never separate you from the divine already within and around you?
With those two viewpoints explained, I now must tell you that I believe our ways, our Western culture, has failed us. If you are in need of healing, you are in need of a transitional event from one state of being to another. These transitional events were integral to all native cultures. A transitional event is the act of turning the last page in a certain chapter in your life and beginning a new one. Whatever is broken—body, mind or spirit—a transitional event sends an explicit instruction of your will throughout your being. A transitional event is shaking off the shit you don't need, embracing what is needed for the next leg of your journey and immediately beginning that journey. You may call me priest, witch doctor, elder (I surely have enough gray in my beard), medicine man, shaman, a Merlin or just Bradley. Whatever you call me, I'm a master coordinator of transitional events.
Should you visit us in Tampa, Florida, you will notice that the highest picture in my office is that of Christ. I love Christ, but I'm not too crazy about the book or many of his followers. To me, Christ is tolerance. The foundation of organized Christianity (of nearly all organized religions) is intolerance: insistence that there is but one way to God. Whether Christ was man or God, or both, and even if I've made up parts of him, I really don't care. I find meaning and deep abiding motivation in the way Christ lost himself in his love for us. Christ represents divine love to me. However, you can paint any face you choose (male/female, human or not) for the Creator, and as long as that face represents the expansion of divine love, I will willingly bend my knees beside yours.
As time passes, the Creator is becoming more feminine to me. Perhaps it's due to my understanding that this world is in great need of nurturing, healing and nourishment. This world needs Mother. This world needs a loving, powerful mom. God can be found where divine love is expanding. Our purpose is to find divine love and expand it. Healing is the expansion of divine love. The expansion of divine love is the singularity—it is all there is. You see, it really is that simple. We add the complexity. Your additional complexity is a major part of your unwellness.
OK. That's all very heady, yet teasingly ethereal. So, take a frickin' breath. You're now thinking, Maybe getting better ain't that damn hard. Interesting . . . Take another frickin' breath! If you have felt some magic stir, then get up from your chair and move  that body of yours. I'm not kidding. Move your body now and you'll find that the magic will collide head-on with your body. Real tangible magic. This is just a taste of the magic that I offer.
In the 1960s the United States of America spent millions of dollars (in current dollars) constructing a pen that would write in zero gravity. We were in the great space race with the Russians. Winning mattered. Winning that race was just about everything. The Kremlin placed their very best minds in a room, and they sent their cosmonauts into zero gravity with a pencil. Westerners have been trained to look for problems, and if they can't find one, they invent one.
Admit it, you haven't been able to think your way out of your issues. Admit that your focus hasn't helped, it has actually diverted you away from the solution. You've been taking it all so seriously for how long now? Let's try something different. Relax. Let go. Whatever it takes to put a smile on your face, with a childish grace, do it now. I want to start this journey with a smile on your face. I firmly believe that life is a pursuit you can't lose. There is much levity in that—it makes this life a few passing moments in a game or ride, not a final test. Whatever methods you've been using in your attempts to heal your wounds, it is probably time to bury them in the backyard. Maybe bury them in someone else's backyard.
So, you've finally realized that you can't find armadillos on the ocean floor. By this I mean, the solution you've been looking for will not be found where you've been looking. It's time to look somewhere else. Looks like I get to be the first new place you'll inspect on your journey. I'm honored.
There is more good news: I believe your spiritual thirst can be quenched. Jolan, my wife, and I rarely speak of spiritual matters. Jolan seldom reads spiritual books or pursues much of anything that someone from the outside might call spiritual. Isn't the definition of contentment pretty close to the definition of heaven? She's far to busy being an angel to study them. No one but I knows how hard she works behind the scenes lifting the souls that surround her life. It is my hope that your potential session with me moves you so strongly into the flow of life that your years pass in the bliss of working to expand divine love. You see, I think we already look way too much inside. If you are within an addiction that requires a rapid succession of fresh juicy spiritual experiences, I wish to break it. The expansion of divine love always involves an element from the outside. Life itself and the rewards of a lifetime are always found in contribution. Why have I written this eBook? I want you to live. I want you to be life.
You may now wish to listen to my Welcome Message & my Interview with Dr. Pat Baccili. You need to hear my voice. These are black letters on a background: you need to hear my voice. The audio files are located in the Communications Bar atop every page. Dr. Pat, on Voice America, has also interviewed Deepak Chopra, Dr. Wayne Dyer, Neale Donald Walsch (Conversations With God), Jack Canfield (Chicken Soup For The Soul), Gloria Steinem, Yoko Ono and Jane Fonda. Dr. Pat's reach is now over 3.5 million listeners. We understand that you need substance and this entire site is dedicated to provide—hopefully—more substance than you'll require to follow through and finally get better. Everything we do is for you. And it is we. My wife, Jolan, and our personal  assistant, Gail, are integrated deeply into the delivery of my gift to our clients. We also want you to know that your significant other is very welcome in our home.
Hope is more alive than it was just moments ago. How cool is that? And that hope is real. That hope, that tangible magic, occupies space within you like a double cheeseburger. True healing can only occur when it surges through body, mind and spirit in a single moment of surrender—no element can be ignored or valued more than the others. But, you already knew that, and that's why you're here.
Make a large difference until you're done,
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